if only we could heal ourselves.

i'm so sick of being sick. i'm also sick of doctors not knowing what's wrong and going through a bunch of tests only to find out things i already knew. ehhh, whatever. i didn't go to school thursday or yesterday because i was sick, and i feel horrible about it. i missed my music exam, so i have to make that up next week, as well as take statistics and weather and climate exams. i'm terrified. this semester turned out to be way harder than i expected. i also haven't been to a show since i saw dallas in january. i feel like it's been forever. i really want to go see kimya dawson on the 10th, but brooklyn is pretty far. lost is awesome this season. i finished watching all 11 episodes of haunted. i'm pretty sure matthew fox is amazing in any show he's ever been in. that show had billie joe from green day and mark from blink 182 guest star in a couple of episodes. that was awesome. i'm now on trailer park boys season 3. this is my second time renting the dvds from netflix, but, hell, they really should show that shit here in the states. hosea won top chef, which i am extremely unhappy about. i really wanted carla to win, but i knew that wasn't going to happen. stefan really deserved it; he was the best chef there. all hosea cared about was beating stefan; he was a whiny little bitch. fabio should have been in the finale. i want myself a european man, or a canadian one lol. anyway, i woke up at 5:51 for some reason and couldn't go back to sleep, but i'm getting kinda tired. laterrrr.