BFFF<3

So today (technically yesterday), I finally saw Becky. It was only a little over a month since I last saw her, but that was way too long. I met her at her Mom's house. We watched Monster, which I found to be an extremely fucked up movie, and we started to watch Everything Is Illuminated. She made me the best lunch: hummus on challah with fresh dill, tomatoes and cucumbers. We ate and watched So You Think You Can Dance for a while. Then we headed to her Dad's apartment to drop our stuff off and we walked to Target. We bought so much stuff. I bought these amazing chocolates with swirls of caramel, and we saw a bunch of The Office merch in a bin for $1 each. We each got a "World's Best Boss" mug, and I bought pens, pencils and a notepad. We went back to Becky's Dad's place, and he gave me a bunch of stickers that say "Have A Brain, Vote McCain." I love him. Becky also got me a UAlbany Football shirt <3 We went to Starbucks and CVS and then my Dad dropped her off at the bus. I already miss her. I can't wait to see her next time she comes home. I still have a bunch of schoolwork to do and I still feel like crap. =[

This makes me really happy...

So school's been a lot of work, but I'm enjoying myself nonetheless.
I've made some awesome new friends: Kristianna, Ivy, Christine, Katrina, April, Heather, Kristi, Kristen, Cristan, Tess, Matt, Dante, Jeff, and Angel.
They've made college awesome.
Yesterday Kristen brought Jager, Whiskey, Redbull and grape soda, so we had a little party out on the balcony.
Still nothing new with the boys, but I don't think about it so much when I'm with my friends.
I want to tell one of them how I feel after the City and Colour show.
Well, I've gotta head to sociology...

I Will Possess Your Heart

School is too much work.
I'll be up insanely late tonight and I have to wake up at 5 AM tomorrow morning.
There are 3 boys in my life that I care about, but I want to be with one in particular: Conor.
We've been best friends for two years.
I really care about him, but apparently he likes some freshman.
I want to tell him how I feel, but being rejected by someone two years younger than me will kill me, especially since it will fuck up our friendship.
Jordan in my math class is pretty cool. He lives in Mount Vernon, went to Iona, knows Matt, and knows the neighborhood where my Dad works. He's a real gentleman and very traditional.
Justin is in my American History class. He's in a band, has long hair, wears Iron Maiden shirts, etc. He reminds me of Spee from underOATH.
I'm so conflicted and it hurts a lot.

underOATH at Irving Plaza =D

I met this really cute couple from PA named Carol and Rocky.
They're so sweet.
I also met underOATH!
They were pretty nice, especially Chris and Tim.
Grant and Spencer are damn sexy!
They all signed my ticket, except Spee, who signed my phone ♥