1. Get healthy (Lose weight and make sure my ulcers/decaying stomach don't get worse.)
2. Have a 3.6 GPA or higher.
3. Get a job.
4. Decide my major.
5. Find a guy who treats me well and loves me for who I am.
6. Become more outgoing and not be scared to speak in public.
7. Find an apartment/dorm.
8. Learn how to drive.
9. Go to all the shows I can go to, and meet the bands.
10. Don't allow people to walk all over me.
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Sunday, December 28, 2008
and if i last through the winter, i swear to you now, i won't call...
so, first things first. grades so far:
sociology: a
math: b
asian history: b
fysh: a+
now, this week has been quite eventful. it's the holiday season and i've received some awesome gifts from friends, so thank you guys for that! tuesday, i got a call from central market grill and i had my interview with al. i got the job!
tuesday after my american final, i saw jeff and scott for a few minutes, then i went out with becky. we had so much fun. we went to nam son and had yummy vietnamese food and walked around china town. i got an awesome tea pot at pearl river market and flowering tea at a tea shop. when we got back to riverdale, we stopped off at petland and got fish to eat the algae from our tanks. i forget what they're called. then i saw my grandma for a little bit and went home.
on wednesday, i went to build-a-bear in the westchester and made jeff a bear. i spoke to ness when i got home. she told me that she liked jeff. i was pissed, but what could i do? i can't control how she feels.
on christmas day, ness fills out a survey on myspace and says that the last person to kiss her and call her baby was jeff. i was furious because that happened before she told me that she liked him and she didn't tell me about that shit. i feel like i can't trust too many people anymore, especially girls. this isn't the first time this has happened to me, but ness knew that i've liked jeff for almost two years. you'd think she wouldn't do anything with him, but no. girls are bitches and only care about themselves.
friday was supposed to be my first day of work, but i was really sick and couldn't come in. i thought i would lose the job, but al was really cool about it and told me to e-mail him when i felt better.
yesterday was amazing (mostly)! ness changed her status on myspace/facebook to in a relationship. jeff called me from her phone, but i didn't pick up. he left a voicemail asking me to call him back, but i won't. i'm done with both of them. i met becky at her house. she gave me awesome hanukkah presents. a treasure chest for my fish tank, chapstick, tea, earrings, and a necklace. we went to see her friend to buy scarves for apollo's sister. then we went to this amazing shabu shabu place on 32nd street. i would love to go there again. we took the train to union, got jamba juice, and walked to webster hall. gogol bordello is by far the best band i have ever seen live. there was a pit, but it wasn't malicious or violent. of course there was the normal pushing and stuff, but it's happy music, so people weren't mean about it. afterwards, we were sweaty, tired, and half-deaf, but also really high from all the energy. becky slept over.
we slept until 11:45 this morning. we ate breakfast and watched the girls next door, which i'd never seen, but i have to say, it's hilarious to see how stupid those girls are. my dad drove us to becky's house, we got starbucks and went to cvs. i got home, went to harmon to pick up some stuff and went to borders. i got the new ap (finally!), gogol's first cd and fear and loathing on the campaign trail. i also saw bryan.
here's to next week being better than this one!
sociology: a
math: b
asian history: b
fysh: a+
now, this week has been quite eventful. it's the holiday season and i've received some awesome gifts from friends, so thank you guys for that! tuesday, i got a call from central market grill and i had my interview with al. i got the job!
tuesday after my american final, i saw jeff and scott for a few minutes, then i went out with becky. we had so much fun. we went to nam son and had yummy vietnamese food and walked around china town. i got an awesome tea pot at pearl river market and flowering tea at a tea shop. when we got back to riverdale, we stopped off at petland and got fish to eat the algae from our tanks. i forget what they're called. then i saw my grandma for a little bit and went home.
on wednesday, i went to build-a-bear in the westchester and made jeff a bear. i spoke to ness when i got home. she told me that she liked jeff. i was pissed, but what could i do? i can't control how she feels.
on christmas day, ness fills out a survey on myspace and says that the last person to kiss her and call her baby was jeff. i was furious because that happened before she told me that she liked him and she didn't tell me about that shit. i feel like i can't trust too many people anymore, especially girls. this isn't the first time this has happened to me, but ness knew that i've liked jeff for almost two years. you'd think she wouldn't do anything with him, but no. girls are bitches and only care about themselves.
friday was supposed to be my first day of work, but i was really sick and couldn't come in. i thought i would lose the job, but al was really cool about it and told me to e-mail him when i felt better.
yesterday was amazing (mostly)! ness changed her status on myspace/facebook to in a relationship. jeff called me from her phone, but i didn't pick up. he left a voicemail asking me to call him back, but i won't. i'm done with both of them. i met becky at her house. she gave me awesome hanukkah presents. a treasure chest for my fish tank, chapstick, tea, earrings, and a necklace. we went to see her friend to buy scarves for apollo's sister. then we went to this amazing shabu shabu place on 32nd street. i would love to go there again. we took the train to union, got jamba juice, and walked to webster hall. gogol bordello is by far the best band i have ever seen live. there was a pit, but it wasn't malicious or violent. of course there was the normal pushing and stuff, but it's happy music, so people weren't mean about it. afterwards, we were sweaty, tired, and half-deaf, but also really high from all the energy. becky slept over.
we slept until 11:45 this morning. we ate breakfast and watched the girls next door, which i'd never seen, but i have to say, it's hilarious to see how stupid those girls are. my dad drove us to becky's house, we got starbucks and went to cvs. i got home, went to harmon to pick up some stuff and went to borders. i got the new ap (finally!), gogol's first cd and fear and loathing on the campaign trail. i also saw bryan.
here's to next week being better than this one!
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
yesterday ness texted me and told me her friend was bringing him along. my heart started racing. i was so sad that i wasn't there. she told me what happened when she got home:
i mentioned you
and he was like omg sam its been so long
and i was like yeah why you dont talk to her anymore or something?
and hes like
yeah i didnt wanna drag that girl into my lifestyle...which i knew would be inevitable. but i wanna see her itd be so cool to see her again
and i was like well i can give you her number
and hes like yeah!
and he took it
and he told me where he'll be tomorrow
and that you and me should come see him
so we went today. i didn't go to the last us history class of the semester, but meh, i got the notes of what's going to be on the final. he looks healthy, for the first time in almost a year. he took me where he sleeps and said that i should come by and wake him up one morning and he'd take me to school <3 i'm going to see him again thursday =] it was a bit awkward because we haven't seen each other in so long, but i'm hoping things will get going again. i'm glad he's back in my life because i was miserable without him. i have my math final tomorrow and it's insanely early, so i should probably get to bed. here's to doing well on my finals!
i mentioned you
and he was like omg sam its been so long
and i was like yeah why you dont talk to her anymore or something?
and hes like
yeah i didnt wanna drag that girl into my lifestyle...which i knew would be inevitable. but i wanna see her itd be so cool to see her again
and i was like well i can give you her number
and hes like yeah!
and he took it
and he told me where he'll be tomorrow
and that you and me should come see him
so we went today. i didn't go to the last us history class of the semester, but meh, i got the notes of what's going to be on the final. he looks healthy, for the first time in almost a year. he took me where he sleeps and said that i should come by and wake him up one morning and he'd take me to school <3 i'm going to see him again thursday =] it was a bit awkward because we haven't seen each other in so long, but i'm hoping things will get going again. i'm glad he's back in my life because i was miserable without him. i have my math final tomorrow and it's insanely early, so i should probably get to bed. here's to doing well on my finals!
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
so life is kinda stressful at the moment. finals are coming up and i have a project to do for asian history. i hate group projects and i hate group projects with presentations even more. oh well, what can i do? i saw becky on friday. i miss her <3 ali and i went to her place and chilled there for a bit. we did our usual (roland bagels and starbucks for breakfast) and went to cvs and keyfood looking for the glade scented candles that melt into oil because i thought they looked really cool on tv lol. we didn't find them, so we dropped ali off at the train on 225th and went to target. i found the oust version there, which is basically the same thing. after that i got on the 1 and met up with conor at a starbucks in times square. unfortunately, on the train, i had a bad reaction to the cold meds becky gave me. my heart started racing, it was hard to breathe, and i was very dizzy and lightheaded. i felt a bit better after being with conor for a bit. i finally was able to give him his birthday present (a lost dharma initiative mug and a dwight bobble head). then i met up with ali and after being stuck on metro north for an extra hour, we arrived home. i've been talking to joe a lot more lately. we even had a video chat yesterday. his kitty is adorable =] i also finally saw ness. i'm going to st. marks with her tomorrow to get a nose ring instead of the screw. hopefully it looks good. andrew gave me a dime yesterday. i didn't go to american today, so i left school around 1:15. i got the perfect munchies foods: mashed potatoes and mac and cheese from brother jimmy's, and a caramel machiatto, and the dark chocolate graham cracker thingies from starbucks. it was amazing. i felt so good. now i'm awake talking to steph and ness on ichat because i'm tired, but can't sleep. what a surprise.
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