and if i last through the winter, i swear to you now, i won't call...

so, first things first. grades so far:
sociology: a
math: b
asian history: b
fysh: a+

now, this week has been quite eventful. it's the holiday season and i've received some awesome gifts from friends, so thank you guys for that! tuesday, i got a call from central market grill and i had my interview with al. i got the job!

tuesday after my american final, i saw jeff and scott for a few minutes, then i went out with becky. we had so much fun. we went to nam son and had yummy vietnamese food and walked around china town. i got an awesome tea pot at pearl river market and flowering tea at a tea shop. when we got back to riverdale, we stopped off at petland and got fish to eat the algae from our tanks. i forget what they're called. then i saw my grandma for a little bit and went home.

on wednesday, i went to build-a-bear in the westchester and made jeff a bear. i spoke to ness when i got home. she told me that she liked jeff. i was pissed, but what could i do? i can't control how she feels.

on christmas day, ness fills out a survey on myspace and says that the last person to kiss her and call her baby was jeff. i was furious because that happened before she told me that she liked him and she didn't tell me about that shit. i feel like i can't trust too many people anymore, especially girls. this isn't the first time this has happened to me, but ness knew that i've liked jeff for almost two years. you'd think she wouldn't do anything with him, but no. girls are bitches and only care about themselves.

friday was supposed to be my first day of work, but i was really sick and couldn't come in. i thought i would lose the job, but al was really cool about it and told me to e-mail him when i felt better.

yesterday was amazing (mostly)! ness changed her status on myspace/facebook to in a relationship. jeff called me from her phone, but i didn't pick up. he left a voicemail asking me to call him back, but i won't. i'm done with both of them. i met becky at her house. she gave me awesome hanukkah presents. a treasure chest for my fish tank, chapstick, tea, earrings, and a necklace. we went to see her friend to buy scarves for apollo's sister. then we went to this amazing shabu shabu place on 32nd street. i would love to go there again. we took the train to union, got jamba juice, and walked to webster hall. gogol bordello is by far the best band i have ever seen live. there was a pit, but it wasn't malicious or violent. of course there was the normal pushing and stuff, but it's happy music, so people weren't mean about it. afterwards, we were sweaty, tired, and half-deaf, but also really high from all the energy. becky slept over.

we slept until 11:45 this morning. we ate breakfast and watched the girls next door, which i'd never seen, but i have to say, it's hilarious to see how stupid those girls are. my dad drove us to becky's house, we got starbucks and went to cvs. i got home, went to harmon to pick up some stuff and went to borders. i got the new ap (finally!), gogol's first cd and fear and loathing on the campaign trail. i also saw bryan.

here's to next week being better than this one!