Sunday, September 14, 2008

I Will Possess Your Heart

School is too much work.
I'll be up insanely late tonight and I have to wake up at 5 AM tomorrow morning.
There are 3 boys in my life that I care about, but I want to be with one in particular: Conor.
We've been best friends for two years.
I really care about him, but apparently he likes some freshman.
I want to tell him how I feel, but being rejected by someone two years younger than me will kill me, especially since it will fuck up our friendship.
Jordan in my math class is pretty cool. He lives in Mount Vernon, went to Iona, knows Matt, and knows the neighborhood where my Dad works. He's a real gentleman and very traditional.
Justin is in my American History class. He's in a band, has long hair, wears Iron Maiden shirts, etc. He reminds me of Spee from underOATH.
I'm so conflicted and it hurts a lot.

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